Pressure: the act of pressing or pushing; urgent claim or demand; a constraining influence upon the mind or will; a burdensome, distressing or weighty condition.
Perform: v. to begin and carry through to completion; to fulfill a promise or obligation; to carry on, function.
Produce: v. to bring forth; to create by mental or physical effort
The weather is lovely today – a clear fall morning, vine maples turning, mists rising from Salmon Creek where I walked with a friend, crystal air.I want to sit in the garden with a good book.
I said I’d write every day in my blog.
I don’t want to write today.
I definitely don’t want to write about politics.
I don’t even want to write about other matters.
I don’t want to do my laundry.
I don’t want to make the phone calls on my list.
I don’t want to clean up the kitchen or go to the grocery store.
My puritan head says MUST. KEEP. COMMITMENTS.
MUST. KEEP. PRODUCING
My pagan heart says not today.
It sure is hard to give myself permission to be a slacker.